Monthly Archives: May 2005

i feel defeated. but I did it. i did not turn away surrendering to fear letting it bring me to my knees in stillness or stand only on pride the shame of being a Fool who did not see that … Continue reading →

in the final hours before you leave show me the simple curtesy of Truth do not expect me to be drawn in to false arguments, to fight with your shadows, to debate illusions you craft, simply, to explode. i don’t … Continue reading →

I wrote this fucking poem three times today. It was called Good Enough. And three times it vanished. the screen froze, stuck, like I am, the words unsaved, forever lost. they are the words I have never dared to speak. … Continue reading →

As Adam, as Nergal, you become as the tree As Ereshkigal, Eve, the Queen of the Sidhe Offer flesh of the truth, fruit of the wise The sacred, the fearsome, in human disguise The temple witch, the sacred whore The … Continue reading →

i agreed to take the Fool’s leap with you but you mistook me for a fool. the walls around you are transparent. i see the safety net you strung beneath the cliff your attempts to knot it together with flirtations, … Continue reading →